venting...

you have to like yourself before you let others like you.

i'm not happy with myself lately. I don't like the type of person i've changed into. Is this A's influence on me? Do i really want this?

I'm homesick. Therefor I should stay home. But my home is being invaded. I'm not the type of person I use to be. I'm harder to get along with now. I have more social inadequacies. I don't try so much anymore.
I'm tired.
I don't want a boyfriend today.
I want my friends.