I feel sick! All I can talk about these days are about relationships. But those are the interesting things in life. You can chose not to read if you like though.

I'm sitting at uni late trying to study personal finance so I can impress him. lol this may just be my silly little infatuation but, HEY! i'm studying! wow! And i'm actually understanding! wow! Anyway, yeah... so.... but I can't help looking at my mobile once in a while hoping that Mr. F messages me. WTF is wrong with me? I know that Mr. F is free now, so I'm expecting him to see me, but I'm not going to see him by the looks of it. i'm silly.
No more guys for me from now on, only D and if D isn't available I'll have to just wait until another one just as good comes along. He might not be like D but he makes me feel good none the less. No-one else is worth it anymore, as in flings. But i'm gonna be devastated for a while when I find out I can't have anything with D. But life moves on, and there should be someone with just as many or more ticks in my heart. (hope I don't lapse, i've figured that i have a very weak will when it comes to guys)
My heart is sweet, I need someone to help me keep it sweet instead of tainting it the way I have been.
(p.s. just found out that he does have a gf)